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Post by Haruka Tsuchimi on Nov 1, 2011 15:46:31 GMT -7
"Dai-chan!" I scream, running to him. "Are you doing ok?" I ask, helping him up. I can't help bit feel a bit jealous. Just look at them. They're perfect for each other. The worst part is, they don't even know it. It almost seems... easy. But at the same time it's very difficult. If I could just rope him in when vulnerable, but then she would end up making it very upsetting for me in the end. I guess for now I'll have to watch from afar. If I could talk to him, we could be friends and then I'd never loose him. I'll be strong. Be strong.
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Post by Kazuhiko Daisuke on Nov 1, 2011 16:04:25 GMT -7
I smile weakly as I hug her. "I'm fine," I say. "I just need to take things slower." I smirk. "Although any slower than normal and I might not get up at all," I joke, sitting back down. "But what about you? Are you okay?" I ask, concerned.
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Post by Haruka Tsuchimi on Nov 1, 2011 16:45:20 GMT -7
"Hah!" i laugh at Dai-chan's witty humor. Then Rin catches my eye. "I'll be right back," I say, walking over to him. "How do you feel Ichimaru-kun?" I ask. "Much better, I hope the nurse will let me go soon. I don't really like being Cooped up like this." I laugh, "Ya, but I'm not in a hurry to get back to school." We laugh about that together.
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Post by Kazuhiko Daisuke on Nov 1, 2011 17:05:44 GMT -7
I lay back over Ichimaru-san's feet, stretching. "Well, you know me. If it were my choice, I would never go to school again. This is why I wish I was a rich heir. It would suit my personality perfectly." I comment.
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Post by Haruka Tsuchimi on Nov 1, 2011 19:56:02 GMT -7
Haruka-chan laughs. "It would wouldn't it!" she giggles. But things that are around me are a blur because Kazuhiko is laying aross my legs. It's making my heart thump hard in my chest. Trying to calm down a bit I look over at Haruka-chan, who's looking at me like "Please look at me! pleeaasse!" Then now that I did, she blushes and turns away quickly. I find this amusing, but at the same time it upsets me. It's not fair to Kazuhiko. Not when it's obvious he loves her. And I know her love for me will never be returned. She should be thinking "Look at me" to him, as much as it pains me to say. I've missed a great deal of dialogue between the two when that nurse comes in to tell I'm free to go as well with a smile on her face.
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Post by Kazuhiko Daisuke on Nov 1, 2011 20:02:38 GMT -7
"We should all go do something that doesn't involve going back to school," I suggest with a laugh. "Anyone up for ice cream? I'm buying." There's a brief moment where I think that Rumiko wouldn't approve, but I quickly push it back. What she doesn't know won't hurt her. And Haru-chan has been my friend forever. She deserves my time. And even though I don't know Rin very well, he stills seems pretty cool, and Haruka seems to like him. There's a small pang in my chest as I think that, but I have no idea why that particular thought effected me so much.
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Post by Haruka Tsuchimi on Nov 1, 2011 20:12:55 GMT -7
I nod, excitedly. "Yes! Lets! C'mon Ichimaru-kun!" I loop my arm around his, dragging him off the bed. "H-hey!" he half-yells. later he manages to shake me off, and we walk just down the street to my favorite ice-cream place. I walk up to the counter, "hmmm... It's so hard to decide! Dai-chaaaann!" (imagine voice winey.) I look to him, "What do I waant?" Just look at the way she turns to him like that? How can she think she loves me? Why doesn't she see it? Why doesn't he see it? Why am I even here? These people are delusional.
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Post by Kazuhiko Daisuke on Nov 1, 2011 21:04:58 GMT -7
I laugh and look up at the menu. "Well, I want mango sherbert. And you want...a java chip." I say with a decisive nod. I look over my shoulder at Rin. "What would you like? You can have anything you want."
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Post by Haruka Tsuchimi on Nov 1, 2011 21:32:10 GMT -7
I give a quick nod, "oooo that DOES sound good!" "What would you like? You can have anything you want," Dai-chan says to Ichimaru-kun. "Ummm, so you're really gonna pay for all of us? Is that really okay?" "Absolutly! It's my treat!" Dai-chan responds. "Well, then... I guess i'll have (you. drags to bathroom) mint chocolate chip in a waffle cone" This is awesome! It's almost like a date! Except for Tsuchimi-chan of course. He's even buying me ice-cream! Kawaii! ...I stop my thoughts. Oh God. I'm starting to sound like a girl. I think as I resist the urge to bang my head into the wall.
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Post by Kazuhiko Daisuke on Nov 1, 2011 21:37:19 GMT -7
"I know you so well," I say with a laugh. I nod at Rin and give our order to the lady at the counter. We move down the line and collect our ice cream at the end. I pay and lead the way to a small booth in the corner, sitting down on one side.
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Post by Haruka Tsuchimi on Nov 1, 2011 22:32:25 GMT -7
"I have to use the bathroom," Dai-chan says as he slips out of the booth. i get nervous, knowing that I'm about to be alone with him. "Umm, so how's your icecream Ichimaru-kun" I ask, quietly. Here we go again. This nervous thing she does when it's just me and her. Annoying. "It's good." I reply. "look... back at the forest, I didn't get to say what I was about to." I know I've got her engaged. This has probably been eating at her all day. "I'm in love with Kazuhiko-san!" I'm so stunned I can't speak, but I manage to eventually, "I... You...He...but..." well kind of. "I had to tell you. I can't let this go on," this news is just, I'm not sure how exactly to respond to it except the thought So he did know! Which is rediculous. But when I think about it, I'm not too upset over it. In fact, it's kind of exciting! So that time he wasn't looking at Rumiko, he was looking at Dai-chan in the lunchroom! I look to see him coming back to the table.
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Post by Kazuhiko Daisuke on Nov 1, 2011 22:39:49 GMT -7
I walk back to the table and the atmosphere is...tense. But I'm not much better. I sit down next to Rin with a sigh. "I just got a call from Rumiko. She saw me with you guys and was really angry. I think she broke up with me, but I'm not positive that that's what she really said behind all the drama." I knew I should have been more...sad, but now, looking back, I really didn't like Rumiko in the first place. Well, I did, but only for her looks. Geez, I thought I was better than this. I look at Haruka. "I'm sorry, Haru-chan. I realize I was a jerk to you these past couple of days. Forgive me?"
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Post by Haruka Tsuchimi on Nov 1, 2011 22:53:29 GMT -7
I'm still stunned by what Ichimaru-kun had said, and now this? But then I lit up like a light brite because the cooincidence was just all too perfect! I stand up, "I'm going to...the bathroom!" I should have thought that through first. I was a little obvious, but I leave nontheless. I shake my head. I know what she's doing, and I wish she would just leave it alone. "So your girlfriend broke up with you. That's harsh." I say, trying not to laugh.
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Post by Kazuhiko Daisuke on Nov 1, 2011 23:00:24 GMT -7
I look down at my ice cream. "Yeah, well...I was with her for all the wrong reasons, so maybe it was a good thing. But still..." I could help but feel a little disappointed that I hadn't been good enough for her. I felt a little like a rejected puppy. But I tried to hide it. "But still it was probably for the best. Now some other poor fool can take my spot in Hell de la Rumiko." I laugh but it's pathetically weak.
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Post by Haruka Tsuchimi on Nov 1, 2011 23:11:51 GMT -7
Took him long enough to realise it. To see who Akemi really is. I decide to take my chance on the friend thing. "You know, we should hang out more often"
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